TRA's Guide to Self-Tapesteem eBook
A practical guide for actors navigating self-tapes without burning out, hardening, or disappearing.
Self-tapes didn’t become difficult because you’re doing something wrong.
They became difficult because the system changed — quietly, and without guidance.
This eBook is a clear, actor-led response to that change.
Written by Elliot Cowan (TRA), it reframes self-taping from a source of erosion into a repeatable creative practice — one that protects confidence, restores agency, and allows you to work without self-violence.
This is not a collection of hacks.
It’s a method.
What’s inside the guide
The book walks you through The Kooky Loopy Method™, a practical approach developed over 25 years of professional acting work across stage, screen, and audio.
You’ll learn how to:
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Read an audition email without panic
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Stop over-preparing and over-researching
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Claim the text as your own by turning dialogue into playable monologue
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Simplify your setup so technology frees you rather than constrains you
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Use repetition and flow to quiet self-judgement
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Edit with clarity and restraint
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Leave the process with your confidence intact
Each chapter corresponds to a real decision point in the self-tape process, so you can read the book linearly or return to specific sections whenever a tape lands.
Why Self-Tapesteem™ matters
Self-Tapesteem™ is not about booking the job.
It’s about:
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deriving confidence from the act of working
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separating worth from outcome
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staying imaginative, self-sufficient, and present
Perfection is a trap.
Presence is everything.
About the accompanying Video Guide
This eBook is accompanied by The Resilient Artist’s Video Guide to Self-Tapesteem™, a full video course currently in development and scheduled for release later this month.
The video guide expands the book into a paced, embodied programme, offering a granular, personal walk-through of the method in practice.
By purchasing this eBook now, you unlock early-access pricing to the video course when it launches:
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Video Guide beta price (for eBook readers only): $47
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Public release price: $147
This early-access rate is offered only to readers of the eBook and will not be available again once the course is released publicly.
You’ll be notified by email as soon as the video guide is ready.
Current pricing
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eBook price today: $7
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Standard eBook price: $27
This is the lowest price the guide will be offered.
The Resilient Artist's Video Guide to Self-Tapesteem - Coming Soon!
A full video companion to the book
Status: In development — available at beginning of February
This video guide is the full, embodied companion to
The Resilient Artist’s Guide to Self-Tapesteem™.
Where the book gives you the language and structure of the method, the video guide walks you through it in practice — slowly, personally, and without pressure.
This is the work the book prepares you for.
The eBook is the foundation.
The Video Guide is where the method is lived.
You have been given special early access...don't miss you chance!
THE COURSE WILL NEVER BE SO CHEAP AGAIN!
For actors navigating self-tapes without burning out, hardening, or disappearing.
On this course, Elliot personally expands The Resilient Artist’s Guide to Self-Tapesteem™ into a paced, embodied video programme.
Throughout the modules, he works directly with his own past self-tape scripts and recordings — including tapes that led to recalls — demonstrating how the method functions in real conditions, not ideal ones.
Each module corresponds to a real decision point in the self-tape process — not motivation, not theory, but orientation — shaped by 25 years as a professional actor navigating auditions from the inside.
The course includes a clear, step-by-step walkthrough of the central app Elliot uses to achieve Kooky Loopy flow, showing precisely how repetition, looping, and ease replace pressure and over-control.
Running through the entire course is Elliot’s 360° view of the modern actor — not only as a performer, but as an actorpreneur: someone who understands their craft, their nervous system, and their agency within a changing industry.
You can move through the course linearly, or return to specific sections whenever a tape lands.
COURSE OVERVIEW
1. The Path to Self-Tapesteem™
Reframing the problem.
Self-tapes aren’t the enemy — the system changed. This module restores agency and introduces Self-Tapesteem™ as a practice, not a result.
2. The Self-Tape Reality Check
Why this feels so hard.
Separating worth from outcome. Naming the emotional toll. Stabilising the ground before you move forward.
3. The Call
What to do when the email arrives.
How to read the brief without panic, stop over-preparing, and enter the work lightly.
4. Bin the Breakdown
Stop outsourcing authority.
How to extract what’s useful, ignore the rest, and work from fewer — truer — facts.
5. Don’t Read All the Episodes
Act the page you were given.
When research helps, and when it paralyses. Staying responsive instead of obedient.
6. Claim the Text as Yours
Turning dialogue into monologue.
Cutting the scene into a playable stream of thought and owning the rhythm of the work.
7. Simplify the Setup
Less kit. More freedom.
Why ease beats polish, natural light beats perfection, and simplicity reveals essence.
8. The Shoot — Looping the Kook
The Kooky-Loopy Method™ in action.
Using repetition and momentum to quiet self-judgement and invite play.
9. Knowing When It’s Landed
Recognising the take.
Not perfect — alive. Trusting presence before control creeps back in.
10. The Ident
Being human again.
A simple, warm moment of rapport — not branding, not performance.
11. The Edit
Clean. Lean. Truthful.
Editing for clarity, restraint, and trust. Then letting go.
12. Becoming a Resilient Artist
Beyond the tape.
Self-Tapesteem™ as a way of staying imaginative, self-sufficient, and intact inside a volatile system.
WHAT THIS COURSE IS — AND ISN’T
This course is:
• Calm
• Practical
• Actor-led
It is not:
• Motivational
• Punitive
• Outcome-obsessed
It’s about presence over perfection — and sustainability over survival.
The Resilient Artist’s Video Guide to Self-Tapesteem™
by Elliot Cowan TRA
TRA's One Day Identity Reset Worksheet
A simple, structured worksheet designed to help you interrupt old identity patterns and initiate real change — in one focused day.
Paired with Podcast
This is not a journal.
It’s not motivational.
It’s not about fixing yourself.
The worksheet guides you through a single-day process:
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Morning: Psychological excavation
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Daytime: Interrupting autopilot
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Evening: Synthesis and commitment
Each section uses clear, direct prompts to help you:
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Identify quiet dissatisfactions you’ve normalised
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Confront the future you’re unconsciously drifting toward
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Clarify the identity you’re protecting — and the cost of that protection
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Define a grounded direction forward
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Translate insight into small, deliberate actions
Designed to be printed or filled out digitally.
No fluff.
No theory.
Just questions that work.
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Format: PDF
Use: One full day, pen and paper recommended
Work by Elliot Cowan
The Resilient Artist